February 2012
17 posts
To said friend:
m72: “wow : girls can tell : what i play now”
Little does he know that his friend tipped me off...
020: lol hows starcraft
ets: howd
: u
: know
: !
020: LOLOLOL
i'm psychic ;D
: i can tell by the delay in your responses
: what type of game you're playing
ets: oh really
: then what's
: dota
: like
020: can't explainit
: i can just tell
: CIA like that
Life is good. Life is pretty good.
Sigh. I don’t know what hurts, but something hurts. Falling back into depression. Sigh.
That feeling when you think tomorrow’s Sunday because you didn’t go to school today, but realized that tomorrow’s actually Saturday because of the 4day weekend. Yes.
Why can't rappers rap about nice things?
chazzasaurus:
chasingmaryjane:
ksteez:
YEAH GIRL I’MMA TAKE YOUR CLOTHES OFF AND
put them in a closet for you cause it’s polite
YEAH BABY THAT’S RIGHT IMMA PICK YOU UP AND
carry you to your bed cause baby I know you tired
OH GIRL IMA SLAP DAT
broom out of your hand because you’ve had a long day at work, and i can do it myself.
YEAH GURL IMMA HIT YOU
up later because we’ve been on...
Futureme.org
So I just got an email that I sent myself on Aug 10, 2011. I think the past me was pretty smart for sending that email on Valentine’s day. haha. So I wouldn’t feel lonely.
One part did catch my attention, though. A hell of a lot. It said, “Watch out for him, girl. Haha, nah probably nothing there.” I completely forgot that I wrote that, and it just amazes me that I was...
we were talking about ideas on how to advertise...
T Loh: this gotta be
: like
: inception
020: LOL
T Loh: they ahve to think it was their idea
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Turn Off
I’ve come to find that I hate the phrases “if you want” and “I guess.” They reek of passiveness and insecurity.
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Maybe a Disney movie will cheer me up.
Life is lonely. So to keep us company, we take...
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I wonder what life with adequate sleep would feel...
Health over grades and over friends. It’s always been like that. Health comes first, and then after that’s taken care of, everything else should just fall into place. Or so it seems.
Sigh. I’ve been too “tired” for who knows how long. Bring back the days where I’d be bouncing around and running all over the place. School is so draining. Why can’t everyone...
January 2012
33 posts
Deep Talks
I just spent over 2 hours talking to Doug and it was really calming and nice. Man, this should happen more often. Deep talks are good. I feel less stressed.
Ohlife.
I think that’s what I really need. I need someone to say, “Stop. You’re thinking dumb thoughts. Don’t let these dumb thoughts get to you. You’re better than that.”
Just someone to pull me back out of this deep abyss.
Sigh. Life’s hopeless.
I need a massage
phattyfishpatty:
so many knots in my back. Ugh.
/flameon
WHY DO YOU SUCK SO MUCH UUUUUURGHHHAHRIDOWPSNDBFHSK
flameoff/
I hope you’re as unexpected as I made you out to be.
Oh psychology, why are you so applicable?
Teenage years = parents’ mid life crisis. Nuff said.
“The keys to life are running and reading. When you’re running, there’s a little...”
– Will Smith (via kevinjissupkim)
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I just want to go back to crying.
For once when there’s something to cry about, I’m not crying. Acting like a baby seems so much easier. It’s like a bunch of ice cubes in a tray melted and now there’s water and a little more space to fill and I just have to be very careful not to spill any of that water. —
How do waiters not drop food when they’re carrying it? They’re not supposed to look...
It's times like these
where I miss wushu so badly. I wanna be able to stretch my heart out, stretch my stress away. I wanna practice flying and feeling powerful. To wield a sword like another arm.
Damn, if swimming doesn’t work out. I’ll beg to go back to wushu.
I throw myself into my work to distract myself. I guess at times, I can be a pretty good workaholic. But man. Wushu wouldn’t even compare....
I’d be willing to give my brain to someone else. God I can’t take this anymore. Need a break from this ridiculous organ.
Count to 10 before doing something.
I really hate going on Facebook.
Woke up this morning and terribly reminded why I hate mornings. Especially Monday mornings. So morbid, melancholy, maladjusted. miserable. messed up. Okay I’m done.
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But then I danced it all off at the 4h meeting. And now all is good again.
can i just be sad for once without anyone...
3 more days
3 more days. Just 3 more days.
Remember that one episode from Fairly Odd Parents where Timmy Turner wished he could read everyone’s minds and how later he couldn’t take it and had a bunch of spasms? Yeah, sometimes I feel like that. Sometimes I’ll think, “Too. Many. Thoughts.” Sometimes I’d just like a little bit of Cosmos’s elevator music.
I think it’s cute and comforting when I see my peers stumble and mess up here and there (because it makes me feel like I’m not the only one). But when they truly succeed, I am in awe.
I like school.
phattyfishpatty:
Learning and all that shit. I don’t mind the stress and work..THAT much but what I hate most about school is waking up. I WANT MY 12 HOURS OF SLEEP! Seriously why can’t we all go to school for 6 hours but you can choose when to attend. omg.
뷩뷩~!: 30 Things to Stop Doing to Yourself →
rassybabiie:
Happened to have come upon this - what great advice for this upcoming year.
When you stop chasing the wrong things you give the right things a chance to catch you.
1. Stop spending time with the wrong people. – Life is too short to spend time with people who suck the…
Somewhere inside me
there’s a safe child.
A hell of a year.
I can make resolutions, but I know for sure that they’re going to change or that I’m not going to commit to them. So instead of looking ahead, I’ll look back. What a hell of a year. Some of the best, some of the worst. My memory of this year is fresher than that of other years (well duh, it’s the most recent one), but it seems like a lot more has happened.
2011: if there...
