Humility

'lo,
Shanel's words you're reading here.
I'll respect you and you'll respect me. Deal?

I just want to go back to crying.

For once when there’s something to cry about, I’m not crying. Acting like a baby seems so much easier.
It’s like a bunch of ice cubes in a tray melted and now there’s water and a little more space to fill and I just have to be very careful not to spill any of that water.

How do waiters not drop food when they’re carrying it? They’re not supposed to look down at it right? That only makes it easier to drop the food. So I guess I just have to not look down. 

And I think I’m ready to read Catcher in the Rye with the number of “goddamns” in my vocabulary already.

  1. kawaii-kipi said: Catcher in the Rye was a really difficult book for me to read not because the understanding or words itself but just because there were a lot of parts of Holden that similar…I’m not sure I understand this post but feel better :)?
  2. sxchromosome posted this